Well, I never ask out to anyone, but if u really want we could try to talk. I'm also around 20 if it can help (and shy)

Im in my later 20's and a guy. I used to be just like that when I was younger and it sucks in the moment but it's not really anyone's fault or anything it just IS you know? But if you ever wanna talk I'm here for you buddy.

hey there!! just wanted to let you know that you are still very loved, even if it means in a way you're not anticipating. i know it can be frustrating to see the people around you falling in love, getting into relationships, and receiving attention from others, but you are much more than your relationship status!

i'm also in my 20s and never had my first anythings, but once i grew out of that mindset (that you're currently battling with) through acceptance, i became much calmer. you and i may be chopped, but that's totally okay !!! what matters most is that you keep being you, because nobody else will. much love to you. i hope everything works out!

All these years i have spent in the service of mankind brought me nothing but insults and humiliation. If your hate could be turned into electricity, it would light up the whole world .
Our senses enable us to perceive only a minute portion of the outside world. What one man call god, another calls the laws of physics. I don't care that they stole my idea, i care because they don't have any of their own. Be alone. That is the secret to invention. Be alone . That is where all the ideas are born. One must be sane to think clearly, but one can think deeply and be quite insane. All that was great in the past was ridiculed, condemned , combated, suppressed. Only to emerge all the more powerfully , all the more triumphantly from the struggle. We crave new sensations but soon become indifferent to them. The wonders of yesterday are today common occurrences.-Nikola Tesla

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How did you enjoy exploring the farm?
Does Uxn seem interesting to you?

We add new updates every day. Did you try the VR world?

yo what's the password? what is this?

No idea what's going on, but it's a really cool website! I especially enjoyed exploring the VR world and the little other neocities site I found on there. Do you have any way of contacting you? I'd love to befriend :))

Time for an update. I decided to stay. I'm confronting the fact that she abused me, and working on it. I'm trying to get better and I'm confident I will! There's a girl I have a crush on, I might shoot my shot soon. I'm broke as fuck, unemployed and still homeless though :p but I moved to a new shelter! It's a lot better here and I actually feel like I can work on my traumas properly now.

I went out today and spend a portion of my dwindling cash supply on cd's and books. My new shelter is near a record store and a small downtown area. It's really nice, there's more homes and parks and places to go. I fit in a lot better in smaller places.

I'm worried about my head. 3 concussions in a row has had some awful side effects, I'm still recovering from the last one. I've decided to try to quit instagram and youtube for a bit because doomscrolling is only gonna make things worse. My life's starting to calm down in the right ways, my confidence is starting to manifest itself. I'm getting seen as a girl a lot more now, which surprises me. I still feel the same, but I know everything's changed. This is the first time in my life I've felt fully human. I still have a lot to learn.

Sick.

Glad to hear things have gotten better for you ^w^ Swapping insta/YT for books and records is super neat, I wish I had the power to stop doomwcrolling ;-;

Used to be in a shelter myself, nice to hear yours is in a place that makes you feel good + you have access to things that make you happy, that first time feeling fully human is relatable as hell. I hope things only continue to improve for you ^w^

Update time. I'm about to talk to someone about how she treated me. I've realized that her being a part of my life has made it impossible for me to heal. I'm really disoriented right now from all the sleep I've been missing x_x ugh. But I've made the decision to cut multiple people out of my life in order to distance myself from her. She's started talking shit about me to other people and I just can't deal with that. I should've done something about this a long time ago but I couldn't with the way things went. I've matured enough to be able to look out for myself and set boundaries. I'm just scared of how she'll react to me talking about her to someone she knows. I'm doing what's best though!

I've been going a little insane lately. I wanna blame the head injury from a while back, I don't think I've healed properly x_x but I'm still kinda young, so there should be no problems in the long term if I take better care of myself. I've also been living in isolation. I finally have space to enjoy myself and play video games and listen to music and it's crazy to think that a comfortable life was once my major goal. I'm figuring out what I want to do next and now that I'm severing all connection to my abuser I might find some things I've been missing, whatever those might be. I've been in this weird state of hyper self awareness, I'm trying to work on how hard I've been repressing myself and my body image and oh golly I have a lot to work on '-w- turns out living your entire life indoors (usually sitting down) doesn't do good things for your body. I also found out I'm intersex recently, which alongside my childhood trauma explains a lot about how I've developed as a person and the way I've seen things. I realized that hrt didn't just help my mood, it actually gave me the proper hormones to grow up. It's kind of crazy to think about but I didn't have a puberty until around the time I started hrt lmao. I still feel mentally 17 but I'll get better (but I don't want to). I've spent my whole life in isolation, usually suffering from abuse. I wanna enjoy things the way I want to and if that doesn't look like a typical adult life then who gives a shit :U My abuser used to go out of her way to patronize me and make me feel bad for being the way I am and I still have to shed that.

i will be transfered to the hospital tomorrow for a lack of sleep and nutritions, this thread haunt me every night, i dont eat anymore because of it

3 weeks that i'm in this hospital, i'm gradually starting to sleep well again, they sent me a psychiatrist today to try to divert my thoughts from this math exam, I think I'm optimistic

Al parecer a mi yo de hace años le pareció buena idea escribir algo que ahora mismo no puedo recordar.