>>604 I get that feeling a lot. Sometimes, I'll think about how insane it is that I'm typing this and people will see it. All the things from the site, to the programs to make it, to the programs that helped make those programs, to the computer thats made to run them, to the things needed to make the computer and the things to make the things and
im doing it again.
Anyway, my point was that when I start thinking too far back, I start to believe this world isn't real. That nothing here is real. What would be the point then. but how would I be here typing this if the world was fake, if this didn't exist. A simulation? Well, now we're back at the start as that'd be a program, see? Is this world someone else imagination? Right back to the start. For this computer to be in this made up world, it'd have to be based off something in the 'real world' and guess what! We're right back to the start again! Even if you believe in a god and/or gods, it's hard not to go back to the start. Those who believe in a god tend not to ask themselves "If God made us, then did someone make god?" as the loop of creatinonship starts again. It's a real bummer sometimes. We exist, and for what? A thing many people ask and think. Where are we going if life is meaningless? Everything returns to the loop.
But fear not! Or keep fearing, if that's what keeps you going, a meaningless life is a life without a script. Write your own, shit on the page, draw a dog on a fucking surfboard. Time will keep going anyway. We're always going somewhere, meaning something. When mind remembers the matter, and everything seems like nothing, just strive to be known. I be real. Exist to be words on the screen written by the living. Post without reason. Share without prompting. or don't! never say a word of personality as a "cool" is all that's needed to help someone else move one step somewhere and buddy, you're goin' somewhere too.