I’m stuck at home. I turn 18 next week and I’ve hardly lived. Nothing ever happens here, and I’m isolated from everyone but my parents. Something inside me keeps screaming that I’m out supposed to be doing something, but what? I can’t escape this house. I only have 3 years left. I can feel it. Do I die then or is that when everything starts? Do I have 3 years left to live or to prepare? I don’t know why but this feels like the most logical place to spew this nonsense. Even though this website was made because of some fucking anime I haven’t watched in years. This is so stupid

Same. I found this site while looking through Fandom wikis trying to find a way past the censorship firewall. We can't organize protests on mainstream internet because then it will get removed, and the water guy might check the water meter, if you know what I mean.
I'm just a kid and I am stuck in this house. I just want to go outside and walk around or something. I want a job. I want to contribute to humanity. But I'm stuck in school writing things that will get graded and then thrown away. My work is pointless. I don't even enjoy it. I want to volunteer and work at disaster zones. But it is just a dream and nothing more. I can't join the military because of how I was born. I take prozac and it just makes me happy and still empty. People are dying, and I have to just watch because I can't do anything to help them. There has to be something more. I'm tired of chasing a life I don't want. I don't want to work at some company. I don't want to do this pointless work just to graduate and then go to university and get a job I don't want. I want to choose my job. I want to be free. I see my future in another country sometimes, but I can't immigrate there because once again, the way I was born.
I just want to fight for peoples civil liberties, but I don't want to go to jail :(

Nothing ever happens.

>>1 'I can't escape this place' How come?

>>2 Yeah, I'm a student too so I can relate, this may not sound like very original or good advice, but I'm thinking about pursuing what I really like to do as a freetime kind of thing, if you're scared of going to jail, find some people who agree with you to fight with you.