>>1Stay strong. You have every right to be angry. Women have the right to feel anger. Just make sure to let it out in some way, like art, writing, fiction - you know. Do not try to ignore it. Do not try to tell yourself it isn't there. Emotional intelligence is not about "controlling emotions and being stoic", it's about embracing emotions and learning how to deal with them.
You are not alone, sister. You are part of a global sisterhood fighting misogyny.