I stab myself with a pencil for fun, one of my best friends is now ignoring me, I caused a girl to hate me because I liked the same girl she did. My crush probably hates me, my friend, who I will dub SE, Tries to help me, but he has no experience so he can't, he hates himself because he can't help. I want to talk to someone. Nobody wants to talk to me. I'm really unintelligent, I'm hated my so many people it would make Trump look good. I want to die. I say horrible things to my parents and blame them for my problems. Somebody has a crush on me. I don't know why, I'm ugly, weak, dumb, bisexual, and an outcast. The only way for me to get away from this is to play BO2 Zombies with SE and P. I just wish my best friend, who I will dub A, would talk to me. I'm fully convinced A and SE hate me for many things. A won't respond to my texts. I can't live like this for any longer. Please......

I'll listen to you.

Me too

>>3 Hello there

Sounds like a lot of problems at the same time...
Don´t let yourself being pulled down. There are always ups and downs in life, you know? And what goes worser gets better anytime, you´ll see!
Anyway, I would listen to you and try to help you. In case you need someone to talk to, just leave your email here.
>>2 and >>3 seem to be interested in listening to you too! So I´m sure anyone will find a way to cheer you up somehow!

I've felt like an outcast a lot recently. Every time I got together with my supposed friends, nobody paid me any attention. They said they wanted to be my friends, but never acted on it. It's hard, and it feels like there is no escape. As humans, we often depend on other people to give us reason.

A famous psychologist, Viktor Frankl, a holocaust survivor, theorized that we live only for what gives us meaning. Without meaning, we have no reason to live.

Often people seem to be what we need to give our lives meaning. While trying to figure out why nobody paid attention to me, I realized, I was being selfish. I spent the longest time thinking only about what could help me, without thinking about others hardships, without asking myself how I could improve others lives as I wanted others to do for me. I'm not saying you're being selfish, because from what I can tell from what you said it's mostly other people who are looking at you the wrong way, I'm just sharing with you my experience, and how I dealt with it. For you, I would consider seeking therapy, because I know from experience, it helps a lot. In the mean time, if you ever need someone to talk to, you can contact me at hitsuji.dollars@gmail.com

>>6 I sent you an email

>>7 you can always also talk to me. my email is UnknownDollarsBBS@gmail.com

Try to find out the root of the things that are bothering you. It is a lot easier said than done, since it took me about 3-4 years of writing to realize my underlying problems. Try writing and just write whatever is on your mind, it helps organize your thoughts and to let some of it out.

I used to cut, since it was a release from everything too. But ultimately what caused my life to get better was to finally truly love myself and forgive myself for things I have done and thought in the past. I had a lot of people who had crushes on my in my youth, while I was oblivious at the time since I was mentally disturbed and hated myself for the things I would want/think to do.

Another way is to find more things that can be an outlet, mine at the time was skateboarding.

Also friends come and go, I only have one true friend in life. All the others were just temporary and didn't share the same interests as me.