>>13 yeah. I do get angry quite a bit haha. But what really bothers me, and it's not the fault of any girl, it's my stupid inferiority complex. My closest friends don't bother me about it, but some of my friends basically rub it in my face that I'm a single virgin. We'll just be talking and they'll say something like "at least I get bitches" or something like that and it just pisses me off. I'm basically a fish and they are judging me by my ability to climb a tree. It sucks and they don't know how much it depresses me. When I tell them to stop, they just keep at it. It makes me feel worthless knowing that I'm undesirable. Actually, since we are on the subject, I was supposed to hang out with her tonight again and, yup, you guessed it, she flaked again. But at least she told me she isn't going to hang out, so I'm not really bothered by it and we are still talking right now. But to be honest, I'm giving her one last chance. If she flakes on my one more time after we already made plans, I'm done. Since she clearly doesn't want to hang out with me, why waste my time? And I am thinking about her right now. If I cut her off at the third flake, at least she won't have to talk to me anymore and she can be free of me and my pointless texts.
Again, I'm sorry for ranting and sounding angry, but I'm more upset than anything. I feel like a worthless social outcast who will forever be haunted by the fact that I will remain single for the rest of my life.