>>3 And in the meantime maybe you shouldn't be so selfish.
You should think about both of their feelings.
What you are doing is wrong. If it were being done to you, this post would be a bunch of boohooing about how you hate players or whatever.
The irony being that you are the bad person in this situation.
What they don't know may not hurt them...but it sure says a lot about you and what kind of person you'll grow up to be.
If you want my advice, it's better to not live a lie.
Stop being a coward and take accountability for your actions.
If neither of them want to be your friend, I wouldn't blame them.
But at least you will be able to say that you bowed out with some amount of dignity.