so, i was in geograhy class, and tyler was to my right. i was talking to him. bethany was to my left. in my side vision, i could se smeone was drawin somethin on my notes. i looked to my left, and she was drawin a heart on my paper. (i can show you the actual paper) she then started scribbling it out and acted like thats al she was drawing. scribbles. lets skip forward. on the way back from the bdu feildtrip, she sat behind me. (i think you may have been infront of me, not sure) at one point, she said "hey michael, you should straighten your hair. you would look hot (pause) like pizza! " she then got a little redfaced and stopped talking for a little bit. the next thing happens to me everyday. when it is time to pack up our stuf before we put our chairs up, she always does it really quickly and turns around in her chair to talk to me while i put my stuff away. on one day, she actually got up and wentover to me, like, stood right next to me while i put my things away. for the past one or two weks shes been telling me more and more things about her personal life. ex: "so

last night my sister was in the bathroom infront of the mirror and i peeked in there and said 'das haut das haut das haut!' and she screamed!" now all the time this was happening i was confused about what was going on. i went on 4chan`s advice channel, and put up the conundrum. there were about 80 replies, some women, saying "she obviously likes you. go for it." I stil wasnt sure, because as you know im not a very attractive guy. i talked to madison about it as it was hapening to me every step of the way, and she kept tellin me to ask her out. then, kats party happened. (cory you should have been there) kat wrote down the directions for me and asked i come in a banana suit, as i did at her haloween party. (the haloween party made the bananna man famous) so, when i got to the part, i was early, and there werent many people there. soon, the dance roms population started to grow, and there was a lot of people there. i stuck with cameron for a while (i am still pretending to be friends with him) and madison was there. madison kept tellin me to ask bethany out during the early hours of the party. the music was so loud that i had to lean in so i could hear her. bethany saw us talking. 10 minutes later, madison went up to me. she told me "this is bad, michael. bethany saw us talking and said ' i know what you guys are talking about. i dont like michael.' " (keep reading, thats not the end of it) when i heard that, me and madison were outside of the dance room in the main entrance lobby. i sat down in one of the puffy chairs in the lobby. i wasnt necessarily sad, i was dissapointed. a month worth of time spent solving and deducting and hard thinking. but then i thought of it with my glass half full. i thought of one idea. this may be hard to explain, but follow along here. so, about half a month before, i had asked madison to get really close to bethany, and then have the "who do you like" conversation. it went ok for a while, but then madison got clingy to bethany. that was why bethany gave that response. now, in the who-do-you-like conversation, madison gave bethany the idea that madison would like us two together. i told her not to do that. that is not a good thing. now, bethany thought that madison told me that bethany liked me. she told madison that she didnt like me so madison would stop asken-all-them-questions. i had thought of that idea in a single moment in time. by that time, cameron and a girl named julia were listening to my explanation, he same message that im typing up right now. i told them everything: the heart scribbling, the hot-like-pizza, the turning around in mr brumbacks class, 4chan, madison fucking everything up,, all of it. everyone who walked in for the party kept wanting to hear my story. i told them. i told it so much, sitting in that fluffy chair, that thats what gave me the idea that maybe bethanys message to madison`s purpose was to get madison to shut up. then, mason corbin walked into the lobby. he looked at me, my blank and barren expresion gazing up at the ceiling. "whats wrong michael?" he said, leaning in." why are you sad, what happened?" i looked at him. i looked and stared and gazed and marveled at the fact how someone can be so damn inperceptive. i just simply said "im not sad, im dissapointed." cameron looed at me. he was sitting on the floor to the right of the ever-so-fluffy chair. "do you want me to explain it michael? or, maybe you should explain it to him, youre good at that kinda thing." In the middle of explaining it to him, bethany and carmen haynes walked behind mason slowly. I had paused my monolouge temporarily, so she would not hear me. "wait, i cant talk or shell hear me." "who is it?" mason asked. he turned around, eying everyone. his eyes locked on bethany, already strolling back into the dance room. "My guess was right. Its bethany. ive seen you to together, i knew it." "wait." i said. "i want you to hear the full story." "hold on one second, michael." he ran into the dance room. i thought about what he might do. maybe go in there, get bethany, and bring her out here so id have to ask her out infront of everyone...but no, he just walked back into the lobby. "ok. continue." i explained the rest up until that point, and then the idea came to me (about ethany getting madison th shut up) mason and cameron and julie were there so i told them about the idea. then, i sprung out of the chair and ran into the danceroom. i saw madison, she was dancing with a gay guy. the music was really loud, so i had to yell to explain to her my idea. "MADISON! I HAVE AN IDEA!" "WHAT?" "I HAVE AN IDEA!" "OK WHAT IS IT?" "YOU KNOW HOW BETHANY TOLD YOU THAT SHE DIDNT LIKE ME? WELL, I THINK SHES JUST TRYING TO MAKE YOU BE QUIET ABOUT IT, BECAUSE SHE MAY THINK THATS WHAT YOU WANT!" "OOH! I GET IT NOW!" i could see her smiling. she understood. "YOU GO FOR IT MICHAEL!" she cheered. cameron, julie, and i went back into the lobby to discuss our current situation. (i didnt make it their problem, they wanted to help) i explained to them that i was unable to make the descision because i thought of so many scenarios of this happening that my head spun, and i wouldnt e able to figure out what to do. they didnt know either. i thought of something, then ran back into the party room. i found mason, hanging around some girls (of course) "MASON! WHAT DO I DO?! I AM UNCAPABLE OF KNOWING WHAT TO DO BECAUSE I AM THINKING OF 100 SCENARIOS WHERE IT WONT END WELL AND I DONT WANT TO MAKE THE WRONG DESCISION! IM LEAVING IT TO YOU! SHOULD I GO FOR IT?!?" he gave me the simplest answer he could give me. "yeah. go for it" he didnt need to yell. he knew i heard him.i ran over to where bethany was and said "BETHANY! I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING! " "WHAT?" i pointed to the exit of the party room and held her hand as both of us walked out. the loby was mostly empty, a couple makingout in the corner, and a guy texting someone, keeping to himself. we stopped by the chair that i sat in earlier. "do you want to sit down?" i asked. wut if u dewnt wunt tu seit down?" she asked, flopping her arms around. she was always playful. "ok, ill tell it to you now." i felt like marty mcflys dad from back to the future while he was in the diner saying "you are my density." "Bethany. i have thought about this for a long time, and i put a lot of thought into this. Me and madison have talked about this, and i sought for a lot of advice from people. All of them said to go for it. Will you be my girlfriend?" At first, she was suprised, like at cristmas when you get the gift youve always wanted. Then, she looked deep in thought. "I need to think about this." She stolled out of the room. This time i wasnt dissapointed. I was sad. I sat back down in that chair, thinking. as this the ideal place to ask a girl out? did i fuck it al up worse than madison? what do i do next? cameron and julie walked into the lobby. "How`d it go?" julie asked. " she said she`d think about it." "thats good." said cameron. "when i asked her ou a couple weeks ago, she said the same thing. the next morning, i got two texts from her saying yes." that lightened me up. when i thought of ameron and bethany`s very short relationship, it gave me an idea. maybe she thinks about how it would look to other people. im still not sure of that idea.
now, that was a long time ago, and it was a facebook message i sent to my friend cory.
the following monday, she sent me a note tat said she didnt think we shold be together and that it would ruin our friendship upon breakup if we did get together. i sent her an 8-page reply about why i asked her out and the reasons behnd that. then, she sent me another note saying that all the flirty stuff she did didnt mean anythng. she also thanked me for the explanation. i went back on 4can and put up the conundrum. everyone said that she was playin hard to get, but im not sure if they were right this time. i talked to my older brother, hes in college and he knows a lot about relationships, he told me that shes afraid to lose me as a friend. im just confused now and i have no idea what to do.

I'm sorry but if you organize all that, with some paragraphs and stuff like that, maybe I'll read your post.

Yeah.. not to mention you keep calling out names like we know these people...

You're making things too complected than they ever need to be. Tone down the detail, take it easy. Take things as they are and breath for Christ sake.

...I can't tell if this is a fanfic or a concern.

>>6 (shrugs) looks to me as if it were directed towards people he actually knows irl on here, yet none of them are replying to this.