Sorry, but this post is gonna be really long. I'm just really grateful to everyone who was kind enough to take notice and post here.
>>2 Sorry, but I don't believe in God. And I don't believe that we have a predetermined destiny or purpose to fulfill in life. But I really appreciate what you said about every life being worth something, and taking advantage of what you are lucky enough to have.
>>3 Thank you. So much. It means more than I can say to hear from someone who knows exactly what I'm going through—I'm even pretty sure I'm also bipolar. Though I've never been diagnosed or anything. Anyway, thank you for sharing your story with me; it's helped me to see that maybe I'm not in as hopeless of a situation as I had thought, and it's given me hope.
>>4 :) I smile all the time; in fact, I'm known for my constant good humor. It's ironic really.
By the by, I never knew you were schizophrenic.
>>5 I'm really sorry. It's not that I don't trust you guys, I'm just hesitant to reveal who I am. Please try to understand: I've never, ever told anyone, here or in real life, and I'm not certain that I want to start telling people now. So please, don't take my anonymity the wrong way. I don't distrust you in the slightest.
>>6 It's really nice to know that I'm not alone. I hope that this thread will possibly benefit you and others that are suffering in the same way. ^_^
>>7 That's a really good point, about getting real help. I've been trying for ages to get the nerve to tell someone and to get help, but I'm just too afraid at present.
That bucket list is a great idea though; I think I shall try it. It's always nice to find something to keep you going.
>>8 XD I really would do so in a heartbeat, but I'm too young~ :(
And I'd like to hear that story sometime, if you'd ever care to share it with me.
>>9 Thanks so much for just being kind enough to stop in on this thread and post~
And to everyone who posted here or even just read the thread, it means the world to me that you guys would be so kind. I love you all~~