That was my home. My family, my dogs, my house, my sister. That was the one time in my life I had stability. It was cruel for you to treat me like that. After everything we did, everything your parents did for me, after you and them tried so hard to get me back to a stable proper life. You've become a horrible person, and your cruelty took away so much. I still can't see you the way you see me. I still see you as family in a way. That never got addressed. I never got the closure. I was only made to feel insecure about myself for whatever reason, and to feel like I lost my home because of "childishness." Fuck you :< I've been realizing that you never cared about me even when you said you did. But somehow, even after we stopped being close, you decided you could pet me because you want to, text me when you were h*rny for whatever reason, talk about your body in weird ways, get close to me randomly. Act unpredictably because you know I'll put up with whatever defense you make. It's so cruel. You're a horrible and disgusting person. I feel so taken advantage of. I wish I wasn't always so scared of you because I don't think you meant to hurt me. You're just immature.

I wish I could've said goodbye.