Now that I am in uni, it's become difficult to even find motivation to do anything. I'm still pretty happy, always hanging out with a friend or two. It's just that when I see all these terrible grades coming in, I feel nothing. The ache that I used feel in my chest when getting such a low mark is gone, and I hardly go to any of my lectures besides the mandatory ones.
I know I should feel terrible, after all, I'm spending all of my parents hard-earned money to even attend university. I just feel so lost, I can't even feel any guilt for being this way.
Sometimes, I just want to give up. But I can't. Not with the expectations my parents have on me. Despite all this, I still can't find the motivation to do anything. At times, I feel like a bad guy for feeling this way. What do you guys think?

I came to comment exactly this. You know, I feel this way too. I waste this chance and I know I should feel terrible for this, but I don't and that honestly scare me a little. I even went with a terapist only to find out I was wasting my parent's money on something I know is under my control. I think I know where all this comes from and I don't know what to do. Althought reading this post makes feel less lonely; there's something beyond just be empty I hope we can find that :)