life hasnt exactly been good ever but i look back at the 6 years i was on here as a kid and i had an insane amount of people to talk to and keep me company despite the abuse at home, now that im 21 i only really have my bf and im stuck in a situation where i cant get to him and i have no friends too, life truly does suck, i almost wish i could have kept in contact with the people i talked to on here so i wouldnt be so alone. T_T i miss talking to people. i love my bf but he can only fill in so much time with me when hes so far away. im an artist but looking at the state of the world and how bad life gets there is not much time left for me. sad world we live in..

IDK if my advice should help but you should try to get friends in conventions or art clubs idk. When u meet people with similar interest u wouldn´t feel stuck cause u have ur bf and your friends who can help u whenever u want. I think im positive only cause im a young but honestly thinking about the state of the world make me realize that we only need to get a peaceful life until our deaths.

i appreciate ur advice, i do agree that getting out and trying to be in spaces is a good idea and i have been trying honestly, since im an artist i try and be active art spaces online too, but i have quite a lot issues w mental health and disorders so it just makes it really hard to stick to it. i think ur mentality is good,,, honestly its important to try and live to ur best w the current state of the world.

you are welcome. honestly i think im a mess sorry for make u reply to my personal bullshit.

this is your way of reconnecting, welcome back. it might not be the same people you've befriended before but it's nice to have you in the space again.