I've posted here before and from then I thought I was on the right track but then my life started feeling like its falling apart again because of my anxiety and financial stress I am under and recently started trying to monetize my love of videogames by becoming a streamer but I have no following and it seems like an impossible hurdle to get over just like last month I barely could pay my rent this month because of my crap day job which I make minimum wage and haven't been able to make a significant contribution to paying off my debt and now I feel like I'm suffocating under the pressure of everything and I feel aimless.

I want you to link your game channel it couldn't hurt to get more followers and instead of venting try making things easier for others to help like ko-fi.com or gofundme I'm sure if you allow for help then you might not be so alone?

I want better for you but you can't get help if you don't help us help you 🫂

https://www.twitch.tv/zodiaclibra808 here is my twitch i do have a Ko-fi it's linked on my twitch

that is true RoadRunner feeling overwhelmed has me in my own head a lot and i'm kinda oblivious to everything when i'm in my own head

That feeling of Lost,Confused, Aimless.. it's the start of the old world crumbling... And the potential start of a new reality.. U must decide for yourself... Great Luck on the Road