Hi guys. I posted here a few months ago talking about my relationship. I'm just going to rant on here now. He really isn't as sweet as he used to be. I really miss how it was before and it all really hurts. I am almost constantly being let down by him for having expectations for things he used to do, and it all just hurts so much. I always have a really hard time coping with it in the evenings, bc I don't really have much to do and I start thinking about it a lot. Other than the fact that I think I'm in love with him, it's beneficial for me to be in a relationship with him at least until the end of this year or until the end of my degree. I hate that he's acting like this but I feel like when I tried talking about it to him last time he distanced himself from me. It's not awful, but I wish he would prioritize us more and be more affectionate. Which is difficult to ask for bc he is so busy all the time and I'm scared of losing him. I really wish he'd be coming to me more and we can have a closer relationship.