1 Name: Mocchi : 2024-08-23 09:44 ID:B9vadckE (Image: 720x1600 png, 456 kb) [Del]
I want to express myself here since I probably won't come back soon (no SH don't worry) and I don't have anywhere else to rant. I lost all my friends years ago, I can't make new ones. I'm taking anxiety pills and seeing a psychologist, but I can't improve no matter how much I try. It's hell, it hurts. I want to cry but no matter how much I do, the pain still remains. I can't say anything meaningful, it's impossible. I'm empty, no anecdotes to tell, nothing to relate to with others. I feel like a monster and most probably are. I want to say the world os the problem and I'm tye victim, but it has to be me. I don't hate myself, but I hate my situation. It just hurts and nothing can distract me from the ache in my chest.
