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Lost in between (4)

1 Name: Ramyuuunji : 2018-02-16 23:15 ID:cnehqxPx [Del]

So here it goes...
I've greeted someone in her birthday through fb messenger. I don't really know her at all because she's one year lower at me in school, I've just accepted her friend request without me remembering it. On that day too, she confessed to me that she likes me. Then I just remembered that she's the girl that I sometimes caught looking at me at school. The problem is, we are both girls. I've decided that I will just be a friend to her but that disappointed her so she avoided me (even though we don't really know each other at school and she sometimes approach me) and didn't bother to see my messages. I felt guilty. But I also think that I've fallen for her. Mind you, we chatted for almost one month back then and it goes so fast that I can't keep up with the pace. I told her that I like her too. Then we continued chatting for half a month. Siddenly, she stopped messaging me again. Idk why. She just did. New year's eve came and she greeted me. I greeted her too and I thought we can continue talking but no, her , ignoring me goes again. She toldme through my friends fb that she doesn't want to get near to me coz she can't afford to fall inlove deeply. That we should just stay as a friends. I'm so effin confused. But there's this other girl who knows about us(me and the first girl), she gives me advices and comfort. Actually, she's actually my crush since the start of the school year. Idk but I think she's giving motives and advices like I should have chosen other person to love or that I should just choose her. Well, time passes by, I confessed to her that I like her but she rejected me, she said that she just treats me as a friend. I got really sad. Then the night before the Valentine's day, the first girl messaged me that I should go to school on Valentine's day and that someone wants to give a letter to me (I still actually message her and that's a bit jerk and stupid of me). On Valentine's day, I did receive a blue letter but not from her. I first asked if it was hers but she said it wasn't and that her's was written in a yellow paper. I didn't get to see it and she said it was such a waste that I didn't receive it but she also said that it was just a "hi" that was written into it. From then,, we started chatting again and I told her I did loved her and I still do. She started ignoring me again and I kept on bothering and messaging her. Then yesterday in the evening, she told me that it was really over for her and and I should stop. It was just what I need to know from her and it took her sometime to tell it to me. I should move on right? I should stop being an idiot and an attention seeker. There you have it. I'm just sharing and venting about my story. Sorry for the wrong grammar, spelling and long text. Thanks for reading

2 Name: Ramyuuunji : 2018-02-16 23:20 ID:cnehqxPx [Del]

I didn't make detailed, so opinions and views of some people may varied. This story of mine only happened for almost 2 1/2 months, ending yesterday. It's too fast. But I think I'm still too young for these things and I should go and get a life. Set new goals and improve myself.

3 Name: Ramyuuunji : 2018-02-16 23:25 ID:cnehqxPx [Del]

There's too much mistake I made in the grammar and spelling *face palm. Sorry for that again.
I DON'T MIND DATING ANOTHER GIRL HAHA! But to be honest, I'm attracted to beautiful and smart girls. Yep, just like the other two girls in my story. They are both beautiful and a top graders in their own class. They are both one year lower to me. Just sharing lol

4 Name: Jo : 2018-02-21 21:51 ID:rvr1Ol7Y [Del]

Uh. Well. I am a guy, so i'm not sure if my perspective will help, but ill try. Confront the first girl you mention as to why she got suddenly cold. If she is ACTUALLY done and not playing hard to get, which many girls do, then move on and pursue the 2nd one. Hope this helps.