2 Name: Anonymous : 2016-10-04 10:24 ID:nmiCrSTq [Del]
I haven't been through this myself but I can promise you that you aren't alone. The world is big, you know? It's difficult to truly be alone in anything.
If you need more, there are plenty of rehabilitation forums online. This is one I found (addictionrecoveryguide.org), clicking the 'Message Board' tab will pull up a bunch of threads.
Sorry, I wish I could be more help.
I'm wishing you the best with rehabilitation.