Hello whoever is reading this! My name, well nevermind that's not necessary. Ahh you see, I'm just your average depressed person. I just took multiple handfuls of pills so my end is near. The folks won't be home soon (I hope not hah) so when they get back I'll be a dead body. Ahh that gotdark haha. Well, my purpose for making this was just to have a final goodbye. Have some closure you know? Like my will or something...not really I guess haha I dunno. Sorry I'm rambling haha. Uhh well, I have my regrets but it's too late for that. I lived a pretty good life, never had any good friends but ahh what can you do. My stomachs starting to burn haha the pills are kicking in. Getting on with this, farewell everyone, it was fun veing part of the Dollars. I joined a chat group and made some friends but that's over now haha. Anyways, I hope everyone, my friends, family, and all the kind Dollars out there live long and happy lives with no regrets. Have fun, make friends, stay healthy, and live the most fulfilling life you can!

Please call an ambulance immediately, please don't die like this! Please stay with us here!

PLease get yourself help, killing yourself will just spread the pain to the people around you, so I beg you call an ambulane an get help. People will miss you, finding your body won't solve anything. I know i'm just a stranger, but please go on living, I don't want you to die!

Even If It feels hopeless there is always hope, I will get better so please call an emergancy number, don't give up. I know you can make it through this! I know i can just beg and stuff but I mean what I say! Please write back again if you are still there!

You can find crissi hotline with this link:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines

(please someone put tis as a link, I dont know why?!?!)

or by tying in your country and crisis hotline

here is a list of suicide crisis lines, please call:

http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html

here are some lines where you can call aswell, so get help, we care about you

You may never see this smiley, but I pray that you are okay and you decided that your life is worth something.

I do not know what you go through.
I do not know your pain.
I do not know why this was what you felt you needed to do.

But I ask you. If you're still hanging on, reading these as they come in like some poetic movie moment, I pray you can wake up from this nightmare and live.

Please.

Call 911. Save yourself because you're the only one who can change this.

This is no coincidence. Please.

There is hope.
This I swear.

If you do wake up in a hospital in pain from having your stomach pumped (because overdose is actually not that reliable of a way to go), please go to this website and get help: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines.

There are ways to make life worthwhile. I know you clearly didn't feel that way when you typed this, but if you get a second chance, you should use it. If you need help or want some more specific reasons why you should take that second chance and call those numbers on the site listed above, email me at tunes.dollar@gmail.com.

Sorry, typo: tunes.dollars@gmail.com