I just moved to a new town to find a job and to get a change of pace from the normal hum-drum. We got a nice apartment with her boyfriend who is a local in the area. It has been about a month since we got here.

It's very nice here and our neighbors are wonderful. Our landlords are very kind as well and are even helping us out a bit here and there. I have my friends and family cheering me on from where I'm from.

Everything is going wonderfully, from the people to the weather, I'm even getting to know my way around.

But I just can't shake this feeling of being completely and utterly alone...I've moved a bunch of times, but it's never happened like this before...And I have several friends here as well, but I have been finding it harder and harder to smile...And I feel like it isn't my place to complain or ask for others to be around me when they are busy...It was my choice to move here and I don't regret it...I'm just so lonely and I don't know how to make it go away...

Maybe...Hm... Just pray~ Or maybe lie on your bed and stare and the warm sunlight through your window~ (Trying to cheer you up... I'm sorry, am I just making you feel terrible?)

Go out and force yourself to meet new people. Also, actively cheer yourself up, it matters. Smile, the world isn't as bad of a place when you realize that smiling seems send happiness feedback to your brain. What did you think i was going to quote the anime that time? :P Nope, just be happy ^_^ it's a choice that takes effort to maintain, but is worthwhile.