Tuesday, May 27 2014


Journal #1: My ex-dad is hunting me when I feel is pure spirit around me. He won't go away that I won't forgive for what he did to me back in 2006, 7 and 8. I tried to help me take some vitamin pills for my brain to be smart and sharp and not go to school with some new friend, but he wanted me to be his slave against them. I don't trust that bastard. He'll die in hell since I'm a true satanist to against his Christianity life! Rest in Hell, Victor Hugo Del Rio. I don't love him or my mom. I need a figure parent, but I did years ago back in Clark Elementary. Kids making fun of me like I'm a monster. I'll make them pay! Satan and Lilith, my new parents protect me from them. So I will forgive or not till I change and kept a secret. The New World wants everything to stop. I got to try.





Thurday, May 29 2014




Journal #2: Everything from 3 years people won't shut up in the morning, noon and nights to keep it down before I suffer them with no peace. Those neighbors are so tremendously idiots and fools around in our neighborhood! Who are these people anyway when I can have hell and quiet with my furious demon inside me; they really do piss me off sometimes. Bunch of slaves, weren't they NOT listening? I despair so... I did have fun from last night from Dave & Buster's with new games but terrible noises on Wednesday. SHUT THE FUCK UP! Even for me for more concern is that I'm having a bad day fo myself. It's almost summer. Which is I'm not ready for this..



I need a lot of training after June to start at July and August. I got to get rid of myself from Lazy Zone. I want to be popular, super special and everything. Take control of my own desire not destiny. And I did take responsibility. I need to cowboy up and do what I gotta do. Thanks, Dad(SATAN).





Monday, June 2 2014




Journal #3: I feel so happy to myself. Now I'm crying that everyone did my "Happy Birthday" to me because I'm 21! I can barely change myself into the new me, but also sick again since last year in 2013-- my stomach is so full cause I can't eat more food like junkfood, getting too much gas. Once I'm having fun in June for summer... I'll be having a great time! But in July and August? Need a lot of motivational training.




Saturday, June 7 2014



Journal #4: Today is my mom's 50th birthday. She might be old but not that really when she's working at Accutest since 3 years. She did quit at Hampton Inn and Suite; I miss that place back in 2006, 2007 and 2008. Brings back my day. My mom is being idiotic calling me weird, made-up nicknames and I don't know what it means for what she's saying, and she better not call me "baby"! I'm a grown man for my new father Satan's sake! She's is definitely not my mom... Lilith is on Mother's Day. Needed a parent figure.




Munday, June 9 2014



Journal #5: Time for me for a workout. For what I watch last night on my anime shows to become like father, but I can't take over the world and destroy it; it's dangerous. I have to protect it and save it with no redemption I need. Even I feel something in my body... ...I should've done a long time ago when I was a kid doing a lot a training. I should head back my time and do it. To become the strongest and never be on my knees or die. Curse them all! I'll never say "damn" anymore. Those Savior cowards damned my soul, I'll put a curse on everyone... I'm in the Dark Side. Fuck Star Wars and Star Trek. Destroy the future!




Friday, June 13 2014



Journal #6: Birth of Crimson Demon!


It's done. I injected myself with Super Demon Serum formula. At first I thought it would make me feel better to be alive after all for no businesses... it didn't go wrong. So much pain...change is always painful to have the power. Youth, immortality, resurrection and everything I should have in me is a gift from my mother and father... I am not cursed or possessed or taken being control.



12:00 AM



I've been born. The pain, the changes... they won't stop! Curse those Saviors! If they did not protect the people who saves them, I'll kill them all. I'll dissect them like a frog. Find out what is their secret to taken away from me. Then I'll kill God, Allah and their racist son Christ... they lied to all the around the world... neighbors won't shut up and causing violence around...hmm. Maybe I don't have hope and anything inside me! I'm ending this. Maybe I'll replace them. I'll be the ultimate Crimson Demon... the demonic hero New World deserves! HAHHAHahahah!





Sunday, June 15 2014



Journal #7: Father's Day


I do have a father figure to save from my ex-dad. It was back in 2006 and so as my mother Lilith. Satan did told me to forgive him to stay away from Victor H. Del Rio. That bastard is against something--got fired from Baker Hughs, now working against me and school. I just graduated last year. He's working for the Goverment. Whether I'm gonna kill him and never forgive him. I'm never be his blood. Then tommorow I got a lot training to do during summer. On the 20th... it's Summer! Gonna celebrate and head to Indoor Beach to relax instead of the Outdoors; it's too fucking hot!




Saturday, June 21 2014


Journal #8



It's summer... I'm so excited for the New World to be here. I'll have to change instead of being the old me from last year. I'm done being in the Lazy Zone. The New World shines, but it did come in January. March, April, they're weak. I'll becoming to the new man after June then in July and August time for my training. However, I'll never be weak. No redemption.




Tuesday, July 1st 2014



Journal #9th



Last week after summer was a rainy day. It always keep rainy everyday since I was listening to Tonight Alive- The Edge from The Amazing Spider-Man 2. That song did change my mind. It's like Electro was born. Maybe I can be like him for Halloween with blue makeup-- it'll be hard to wash it off like I did in Friday the 13th as Crimson Demon. It was fun, though... but now, today is my first day of training. I gotta keep working hard in 2 months and for 2 years. I will master the Six Powers of martial arts and everything. I can become the strongest with the power level of six hundred sixty-six zillion. But that one day on Munday, June 23rd, it was Rhino Summer. I have fun! It'll be back in 2 years since I will turn 23 like Number 23 the Jim Carrey movie.





Friday, July 4th 2014



Journal #10th



It's 4th of July! Today is Captain America's birthday, he was the first Avenger in America to kill all the Nazis who're the dumbasses Hydra working for Hitler and Red Skull. Curse them all. I don't have blessing from the flag... But I did the movie on April 4th; Captain America The Winter Soldier. It was great. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAPTAIN AMERICA!!!