there is a chance that I could get kicked out of this really amazing school. I honestly look at it from a good and bad point of view if I get kicked out then I'll have time to rest and get better grades without stressing at a normal school. But if I stay at this school then I still stress and I still have to scramble for the bare minimum. But if I leave the school I'll have to build social relationships once again and that'll be really hard since I'm a 9th grader AND people already found their groups and I doubt they would have any room for change. It's not that I'm bad at communicating and it's not that people in general wouldn't want to be my friends it's just going to be awkward trying to make new friends in the SECOND semester. Anyway I would want to know from my senior dollars does normal high school have any future benefits or any good character benefits? I'm at an early college now so I can get most of college over with so that is why I want to stay but the constant mood changes just because a grade is tiring. Tell me what you guys think should get over it and try to see if I can't get kicked out orrrrr should I leave and go to a school with good opportunity but a normal school. (btw I have to get my gpa to at least a 2.8 to pass) and it's not looking good for me..

Im probably not from your country, as we dont have a gpa, but in my personal opinion a good high school did absolutely nothing for my future in terms of prestige - the preparation was better, but college had nothing to do on itself with high school
however, your mental health is something you will carry with you everywhere - choose what will bring you more peace of mind and less stress! too much overworking yourself could potentially lead to developing chronic illnesses, so please prioritize your health 🙏