Honestly, the song that describes the life that I wish I had, plus the person I wish I was is the song "Paradise" by Coldplay.

"When she was just a girl she expected the world
But it flew away from her reach and the bullets catch in her teeth
Life goes on, it gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly every tear a waterfall
In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes
In the night the stormy night away she'd fly..."

This was on the page when you posted this. Check first next time, will you?

/sage