I just got into college, and I set my expectation that my college friends will behave as how as they should. I'm just couldn't understand why people are obsessed with stupid complicated things like sex, I couldn't understand that, that's why it pissed me off. There's one day I was so curious abt this thing, so I get a gf and yea she behave like a usual gf, and I realize that no matter how much we go in a date, how much we kissed, I'll never understand this kind of thing. The relationship was going alr until she trynna suck my weezer, then I feel so disgust, so fucking disgust that I left her at that moment without sayin anything. So yeah, that's it, my venting. Just curious if there's people who maybe related with my story, I wanna ask you, how you deal with this boreness or hollow in your chest

Sorry but I think you posted on main by mistake we have a place for this linked below :(

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Thank you and sorry for everything 🫂

thank you, and sorry

@snappy i think your asexual and thats 100% okay and if thats the case you might need to talk to a thereapist or an online gidence councler that can help you understand why you feel the way you do im not saying this in any way to offend you or make you feel bad im just simply trying to help you love

Sorry you had to experience that peer pressure. As a demisexual and pan, I suggest checking out the asexual and aromantic spectrums (yeah they're not even black and white, there's a lot of shades in attractions) and possibly considering if you're actually attracted to different genders.

Some people, like closeted gays, do not realize it until they notice that they have a hard time trying to be attracted to their "mandatory" girlfriend as society tells them they're "supposed to". Some don't realize they're asexual and/or aromantic either until those experiences.

This stuff is very complicated and still deep into research. There's a lot even experts don't know yet. So don't be discouraged and take your time to figure things out. No matter the definitions and names we use to describe ourselves, you are you, and nothing is wrong with that. You don't need to fit into any kind of box.

I'm not into peer pressure my damn self, however... you may be missing out on beautiful experiences in life due to fear, are you ok with missing out on said experiences? Do you wish to miss said experiences for the rest of your life?

If the answer is yes to both, keep going, if no to one... reconsider your position... that's all I wanted to say,

Great Luck,

Don