Hi. I've been frequenting this place for a few years now, even though I don't participate much, and I felt the urge to vent here with you.
I am here on the recommendation of my psychologist, and I am speaking to you sincerely.

I am going through a very difficult time: I left a toxic and unsustainable work environment, I have been on sick leave for six months, unable to find a new job. I recently discovered that I will no longer have the financial support of the illness and I feel with my back to the wall.

I am experiencing deep depression, with concrete and recurring suicidal thoughts. I know this is serious. But I am also aware of the fact that, deep down, I do not want to die. I just want the suffering to end.

I have a partner who would worry enormously, a house to manage, animals that I take care of. Hospitalization would be destabilizing for me also on a practical level.
Thanks for reading.

Hi! I love you. I'm the same, and I love you, and I hope you never give up and keep going bit by bit and day after day. I'll do it too and I'll think of you tomorrow when I go on living even if I feel like I can't and hope that you're doing the same.

You got this! Knowing you don't want to die is half of the battle and no matter how bad it gets, the possibility of it getting better remains as long as we remain in this world. I'm glad you wrote here. I'm glad I'm not alone

I hope you are doing well right now, let me remind you that God is always in your side no matter what, don't let the depression take you down, remember to be strong all the time, if you appeared weak, you will likely ended up dying. Be strong and have a faith, also enjoy your life every day despite all the struggles you had. Be happy!!!

Hi, I really hope this finds you good. I usually exposed my problems here too, and I always found nice people who red and felt me with love and attention, so i try my best to fit here and help as I can. Sadly we have more than something in common, so I can understand you so well. Life is hard, and the hardest part is trying to find a place where you belong in this society. I'm struggling with financial problems, mental and family problems and tryin to find I job that I like without being underpaid or treated like a useless slave and make me feel even more depressed. I know is hard, really, but Dollars like the people who cares for you are here. I'm here for you like everyone here. We must help each other and support the next one, maybe this way the world will be a better place to live in...or at least I hope so. Try to enjoy the few little things in your life, even if you don't see any reason or good point to keep going on. We must go on for ourselves, for a better future and for the people we have. Anytime you need come here and talk with us, Dollars we'll be here for you like for everyone else who needs <3