Is suicide a crime though? I think that depends from place to place. Never knew that, I googled it just now.
I mean, you can overdose or poison yourself I guess? Or get yourself COVID and intentionally make your defense mechanism worsen or something. But whatever method you're using, other humans at some point is gonna have to take care of your body. No way around it really, someone is bound to find your body, someone else would prepare you for the burial, other someone else will bury you, so you can't even go off without being a useless baggage in this world.
Why would you want to go to the other side though, whatever is waiting for you beyond could actually be worse than this side. They never told you if you're gonna get another chance to be reborn or not, wouldn't it be better to just live out this one?
I'm a religious person, mind you. We believe in the existence of hell and the laws of making suicide illegal stems from that belief. Law in its essence is made for the sake of their citizens, mostly I guess. Someone once told me,
"If you are really desperate to commit suicide, please put your hand on top of a burning stove and let it sit there for 10 minutes or so. If you can withstand that, then you're free to kill yourself. Because hell will be much hotter than that and you'll spend all eternity experiencing the pain much worse than what you just experienced."
Just a food for thought, you can't rule out the possibility that hell didn't exist. You gotta prepare yourself for the worst possible situation you know?
Also because I've recently listened to Mafumafu's cover on "Hated by Life Itself" I'm just gonna quote some of the lyrics here.
Frankly, we don't care if we, ourselves, die. But we'd be pretty sad if the people around us died.
One more thing, suicide will not end your suffering, but merely channels it onto someone else. Life never weighs you more than what you can carry, keep sailing through the storm and you'll reach the calm water soon enough.