>>12 I've seen far too many things that are unseeable, and because of this I have become so negative. I've tried seeing the world in a positive light, but that only made me realize I had attempted to ignore the grittier, less appreciated part of life, the part I had grown into. The part of the world that needed the most attention. Because of this, an unfortunately common side effect, I became what I was trying to help. So in the end, I need more help than I can give, ultimately making me an oxymoron (or moron if you like) in my own mental image of myself.
However, you are completely right and I really should sort out my priorities.
>>14 You're welcome ^.^ If it helped at least one person, then I suppose it was worth the trouble.