What is something you miss

A hobby
Passion
Abilitiy
Show
Place

What ever, What do you miss and why dont you have it any more?

I miss the ability to play music, I used to be a big music player, member of like 5 or more bands a year and could play almost every brass type instrument.

But I cant play anymore because I dont have the time and I no longer have access to the equipment or people I need to be able to play