>>5 It's okay if you don' believe me but what I wrote is nothing but the truth. As for the writing, I find it hard to write it normally and not in a dramatic way. I just find it easier to write it like that. If any other way, I get paranoid? I'm already suffering from Insomnia as we speak.
If you still find it hard to believe me; I can't give means as to why you should or shouldn't believe me. That is entirely up to you.