I have been sabotaging many relationships of mine, lately. simply to prove to myself that i have no ties with anyone and i can peacefully continue living in an apotheosis of the transience of life. With no commitments whatsoever. With nothing to hold onto. I genuinely despise people and crave to rot alone. The worst part is that the current me is not the me i am mostly. It tends to switch at times. I feel very disassociated . I be the funniest person around and then i hear from some people that i look scary and am the quitest mf around. Can't remember. Have no such memories of being a sasuke lol. But ik i was tha wait what am i even saying. Lol. I just checked on this website and thought to myself, what can i add?
