There are times in our lives where it feels like everything is going in the completely opposite way that we want it. Like the whole world is burning down around you and all you can do is watch a it all turns to cinders. And you know something? Its ok. Its ok to just let it out. To feel like youre alone, like no one cares. Its ok.

Its ok to go insane, just come back when Youre ready.

Because when I felt like I was on the verge of breaking down, feeling like nothing else mattered and I was ready to just give up and let myself slip back into my own darkness... I saw a glimpse. A random stupid memory of friends just hanging out. Each of us with our own pasts, our own problems, and you know what? None of mattered. Cuz you were living in the moment. You were lost in the moment. Then that memory opened up others from years ago, months ago, last week and now you realise that its those small little memories that make waking up in the morning completely worth it. You can deal with work, with bills with all the other bullshit of life because its making those memories with yourself or people you love all worth it.

Life sucks, and that's ok. We didnt choose it. We play with the cards the gods give us. And you make the best of it, cuz like a good friend of mine once told me, put on smile and get out there. Even if you go out and just pretend to have a good time, you might have some on accident. And thats never a bad thing.

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