Hey y'all I'm talking Abt this here cus I have no where else to vent but the weirdest shit just happened idk I think it's just me being awkward asf but here it goes. For some background, my dad is a rlly good guy and he works hard for our family but his job requires him to travel a lot and that usually results in him actually being with us for around 5 months out of the years, but those months are scattered. We haven't talked beyond "how was your day" in a very long time and there are some days that I don't even talk to him at all cus he's working and I'm working. It's gotten to the point we're looking or being in the same room as him has gotten awkward. Today i went into the kitchen to make a sandwich and I had some mustard on my knife and I thought I would lick a bit off from it and I was staring into space, and my dad was on his computer across the room and I didn't realize I was actually staring at him while I was licking the knife and idk he looked at me and stared for like a second and it was just so so so so so so weird.

lmfao you dumbass

/sage