Sure you can be a hopeless asshole and try to put people down all day; people who are having the courage to be vulnerable. One of many paths of our free will.
Two sides of every spectrum; everything's inherent meaninglessness isn't a bad thing, and neither is the natural transition we call 'death'
If you see meaninglessness as hopelessness and despair~ you made a conscious choice to see it that way. Fate is a mirror.
>>4 if your going to help people here, then help them. That's what these 'personal' threads are for. If you need help, ask for it. It's apparent you aren't in a proper mind set to provide others with the encouragement and grounding that they're asking for. Why not make a post of your own and let us know what's going on with you.