>>2 I agree with Kaster, unless you really don't want a relationship for whatever reason, that's fine, but it's okay to let yourself be vulnerable and fall in love. If what you're scared of is the online/long distance relationship, I can tell you that there's nothing to be scared about. I met my boyfriend online out of pure randomness and we've been together for almost 6 years and soon to move in together and get married. It's been great and I'm very happy I took that chance of being in a long distance relationship.