Im very lost and stuck in my life right now. I used to be a smart kid with decent social skills but now im the opposite. Im so stupid that i cant remember anything with a bit of complexity and it takes me so long to learn things now. I have no willpower and give in to things easily. Im a coward with no spine and cant tell people what to do at work even though im a manager. Im also childish to the point where people talk to me like a child deapite being in my 20s. And then im also heavily disorganized to the point where my mind is just chaos.

Basically what im trying to say is im a moron who needs help to be better because i am so lost

Sounds like you're going through a rough patch. I'm not a psychologist, but if I were to bet, I'd say that you may be going through some clinical depression. Look, this may sound weird and counter-intuitive, but not all the things that you are or that you do are actually under your control. Sometimes your brain doesn't work the way you'd like it to, and you feel like you're pathetic because who the hell is not even able to get their tasks done on time, or get their house clean, or even get up in the morning without spending a solid hour staring idly at the ceiling. It's not your fault that you're going through this, but still, there are things that you can do to get better. I'd say that the first you should do is to make an appointment with a therapist. Depending on where you live, therapists may get a bad rep, but I can assure you that they know what they're doing, and that they can help you.

Im sorry to hear that I hope things get better for you

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