I hate humans, not trying to sound edgy but they only care about themselves. Ive had so many people say they care about me and say that everything is going to be ok but no matter how many times I trust it they end up stabbing me in the back. Ive turned cold and negative because of it. Im tired of caring about others, Im tired of being so nice all the time. I want people to feel the same pain I do, I want them to hurt like I do all the time. Maybe then Ill finally be happy maybe then someone will understand me. God when did I turn into this, when did I give up?