I have started my senior year of high school, however this year I don't have my best friend. He graduated last year and our last interaction was me hugging him after he got his deploma. He is so stupid, still, I love him so much. I've never actually realized how much I relied on him. My home life is not really good, so seeing him at school always put me in a better mood. It's now harder to get up in the morning and I feel like I'm missing a part of me. I started rewatching Drrr just because Izaya and Shizuo relationship is just like ours but we talk a lot a more. When he saw me in the halls he would chase me and we were known for hating each other. So, everyone knew that he was trying to "hurt" me. (Not really we pretend to.) My life felt so exciting with him there. Now we text everyday. I miss him and I feel so much love for him.

I needed to rant because I am trying to get guts to tell him but I think he already knows.

I hope that goes nicely :)
good luck!

be sure to admit it! and be sure to write the answer-continuation of this story in 5 years, when you are already married, lolol
but seriously, good luck!