1 Name: Silence : 2020-09-22 23:25 ID:2q7fEPQb [Del]
Here you can just vent out your emotions. They can either be anonymous or named, which ever you prefer. I will go first.
I am adopted, that's not a bad thing, adopting people is great. However, I feel like I don't really fit in..like, I don't.. belong. I don't have that special connection most people do with there parents. I don't love them. Sure I care about them, though mildly, and I can't remember a time when I ever did love them. I know they love me, but I don't feel like they do.
When I was younger my adoptive siblings (both biological to my adoptive parents) always joked about how I wasn't really their sibling, and I feel as though that may have some part to play in this.
I fight with my Dad almost everyday, about stupid shit. This morning I argued with him about the time of day I am supposed to take my anti depressants on. He hit me for raising my voice at him. He treats my like I don't have feelings.
My Dad favors my sister over my brother and I. My brother agrees with me that our Dad is way way to harsh with me and is just a little cold to my brother. Most days I don't feel like my Dad is on my side, or most of my family for that matter.
2 Name: stellar : 2020-10-03 22:39 ID:cKQwF9j2 [Del]
Gomen ne you feel that way. I'm not adopted, so I can't possibly relate to how you're truly feeling. But I was estranged from my mother from a young age of 2 until my 13th birthday, and I understand the feeling of not having a special connection with my own parents. I have no words, because sometimes words aren't enough. However, I hope you know that there are, and WILL BE people who care for you. Maybe not know, but I'm sure they're waiting to meet you.
