I'm gonna fuck this up somehow, I just knew. Life has spoiled me too much at this point, I'm scared on how my luck would finally ran out at the crucial moment. Everything just works, up until this point. And when they finally pushed me out of nowhere, that's when all the problems would come charging at me.

I wish I could just load up a save file or something.

Just hope that your life will somehow get better soon, Do not give up and good things will come your way. You will push through it