Ever since I was little I have always hated how I look. Now, added onto that I hate my personality, my voice, the way I stand, the fact that I'm anxious all the time, I hate how I have such a hard time in school because of my learning disorder.
I'm non-binary and my Dad wont use my proper pronouns, it hurts so much. People call me a loser and a freak because I like women, because I'm not cis.
I go to therapy but that doesn't help, I take anti depressants and that barely helps. Every day I hate myself, every day I hurt myself to keep the thoughts away, even if just for a second. Every day I imagine death and long for it.
I resent my parents and my siblings say mean things to me. Maybe that's normal, but it all goes straight to my head.

your therapy wont help when you dont believe that it will help you. this i can tell you for sure. you need hope and a strong will. you have to trust your therapist and not your confused feelings. he knows what is good for your. dont listen to your cruel family. never give up and always keep your head up high and everything will be fine someday ^.^
btw im a woman and i like women too. its alright ^.^

Thank yo Kiki ^^

This sounds awful, It really sucks that you have to deal with such cruelty. But Kiki is right, you shouldn’t lose hope, things will be better eventually, and you’ll find someone who loves you for who you are.