i think i should not overcomplicate my life and just focus on two major things: health and wealth. i feel that good (subjective) health and wealth automatically supports my ideal lifestyle. so i should just live life everyday making sure i took care of myself and i worked hard to make money. i suppose other than that, im supposed to live freely, things like "be yourself, live life to the fullest, do what you want". so yea.. can i just stop fucking overthinking and get on with my days?

Pretty much, good luck mate.

Hey, I understand the problem that you're having I'm actually facing it too, I may not be the right person to help you but let's see how it goes.
Your ideal lifestyle is a really good choice but you're feeling that you need a more free life because you're feeling too much stress and think that maybe it's not the right lifestyle. That's what I sensed from your post, you are stressed out, maybe working too much?
Have you had enough rest last days? Are you talking to your friends and family, meeting them? Because, I think that the best solution to just relax is to rely on them, not only them, actually, the Dollars are here to help everyone so just talk to us, create a stupid conversation, and have a funny stupid conversation with us.
I really think that you're overthinking and it's probably because you're really tense right now. Try to relax, take a break, talk to your friends and family, or try to watch anime, a movie, or something, that's what I do, when I'm stressed out. And... get on with your days!
So... I hope that this was helpful, if not sorry, I'm not very good at these kind of things, but I really felt that I had to reply to your post. But, if you still need help, I can always try (ᵔᴥᵔ)

>>3 thank you so much for your reply. yes i am really tense right now due to work. ive been escaping it tbh. i know its bad but i couldnt face it. i hate the people i am working with and other personal issues. btw if you see this or anyone esle willing to reply, i have a question, how do i work as an introvert effectively? also bonus is, how can i be a good introverted leader, with extroverted people in my team?