I'm stuck in the town I'm currently in, far from my families, and most of my colleagues and buddies are already going home too. In this situation it feels like.. I can barely think of anything calming anymore.

At first it was alright, but to witness neighborhood shops are one by one closing down and renting the place back, and on top of that there's impending natural disaster might awaits... It.. got me sad? and I feel hopeless? On top of that I stumbled upon a thread made by some paranormal association club saying horrible things and that's really not helping at all.

I feel shit. I want to quit breaking down. I have no one next to me but everything around me keeps going and therefore I need to get back to whatever I left now, so I want to stop thinking about so many things and just focus on the plate I'm having today... so that I can continue to live on 'the tomorrow' I've been worrying about.
(I wish quitting was an option I can actually choose too to lessen this burden in my chest, but alas)

Hey. I can’t say that I know how you feel, since I’m not in your situation, but when there is a bad there is always a good. I’m sure everything will be fine in the end. If you want to talk or anything just reply on my comment and I’ll get right to you.

I can really relate to this! The feelings you are describing is very similar to how I felt during my two years of depression. I hope you can see the positives of life like how I forced myself to. When you start focusing on finding yourself, exercizing, and in general being happy then things tend to get better. Good luck, this world is a rough one.

Hi guys I just wanna ask something. Does any of you thinks about suicide nowadays?

>>4 No, not at all. It's not worth it. People are fighting to stay alive now in this pandemic. Being alive and safe right now is like a blessing for me. Every person is suicidal at some point of time and the ones who are able to hold themselves together know that bad things always happen and things always get better. It's just a test your life takes and you gotta prove yourself.