>>4Yeah, it does seem to be very normalized to not have anything to do with your exes once the relationship ends.
That's always been weird to me, cause I'm still friends with all three of my exes, but everyone else around me seems to hate theirs. Everyone is different about it, I guess!
It sucks that people have hurt you and betrayed your trust like that in the past, so I'm very much hoping that it'll be different this time around and your girlfriend can teach you how to trust again! From what you said, it seems you two have a very strong bond, so I'm rooting for you! Good luck!