I am not really sure if I can explain my situation properly but here it goes. It's been going on for around 3-4 years and I don't know if it's just natural or if something's wrong with me. I actively wish to harm people/make their lives difficult whenever a situation arises where there is no way people would know it was me or where I don't lose anything from doing so. I have been feeling increasingly more difficult to associate with my peers because I feel like their empathy/worry for others feels like almost an alien concept to me. It has become more and more as if I am wearing a mask whenever I interact with others. I enjoy watching other people suffer and even doubly so if it was me who caused it. Whenever other people try showing kindness to others I can't help but feel as if they are a bunch of hypocrites trying to fool others by acting good. I don't really know what to do anymore other than just continuing like this because I find absolutely nothing of value in being kind to others or rectifying my ways and if others try to call me out on it then it just feels like they are preaching to me without knowing my point of view and being shallow minded. Deep down I know that this is wrong but I enjoy it so damn much that I don't want to stop. Is there any piece of advice that anybody can offer to me, so that I might not end up doing anything worse in the future?

I mean, do you have any limits? If you get guilt at a certain point of tearing a person down, just start imagining what you'd do if you went too far, maybe it might be enough to stop you, if you don't have any limit or guilt or remorse for when you might go too far, just try to think about how nice it is to have people in your life or something, this stuff may not work or whatever, if so, i strongly recommend a therapist or counselor

Thanks for the advice... I too have been feeling that a visit to a therapist might be required.