>>3 There are better ways to say things.
You grow a bit. (or both, since different IDs)
>>1Now, I agree with Kanra's opinion about this website not being your best option or way to try to understand that.
You might need therapy or just talking to a psychologist.
There are also some other things that might look like what you're describing without being something as a sociopath (which is somewhat hard to track).
You really need to talk this to a teacher, family, a friend. You need some counseling first.
Do not precipitate to things or diagnosis.
Always try to look for at least two or three different options.
& let's hope it is not sociopathy or something even worse.