Why do i treat my friends like they are nothing.i know they are fake yet i hang out with them knowing how they are.they act like they care.i know i sound crazy but here's the thing when we are in our little group we can talk shit about eachother like a joke but lowkey it's not but when someone isn't friends with that person anymore you cant talk shit so am like the f@$k.so stressful

umm, how about doing something called "cutting them off"? if you know they're fake then why hang out with them? they're doing nothing but bringing toxicity into your life, yeah it may be hard to cut them off completely but at least try? try finding someone else to hang out with, if not then it's totally fine to be by yourself, you'll find (hopefully) better friends along the way.