You feel lost and don’t understand the real world. You don’t know what to do or where to go. You feel like it’s trying to suck you in to something that isn’t you. You’re misunderstood and you want a way of life that other’s might not understand. Even you might not entirely know what you’re after, what you’re looking for.

You find yourself distant to everyone. You interact with people but don’t feel close. When you’re around others you want to be alone. You don’t like being alone, but don’t have anyone in particular who you really want to spend your time with.

You’re lost and confused and have no idea what to do. You feel stagnant and that you’re wasting time or moving in the wrong direction.

But you see a lot of potential in yourself. You have something you want to do, even if it may be vague. It’s not a whim or a plan but a part of who you are. You have this something that means the world to you, and you keep it very close to you, maybe closing it off to the world and hoping to find someone you can share it with.
Or maybe that something is also what you’re looking for. Maybe the only thing you have is who you are, where deep down you know that there’s more to you, that there’s “something” there. There might not be an easy way to describe it, but regardless of your confusion you know that there’s definitely “something”.

You don’t feel like you’re made for the real world, and can’t interact with normal people in the same way. You would like someone equally lost and distant to the real world, maybe one day to be close with on a level you never thought could actually happen, but at least just someone to be there and to talk to. We all live in different worlds and it’s lonely in yours, so you’d like to hopefully meet someone near you, possible even close enough to exist in the same one as you.

Some people cannot be close to just anyone so only a certain type of person can fill the gap of loneliness within them. You believe that you’re that person.

Did these words mean anything to any of you? Does anyone think that deep down, this was describing them. That these words could very well have been yours. Or maybe this was somethig you always felt but could never find the right words to describe, not that these were the most specific.

This... is weird. I would say that what you have written describes me and how I feel pretty well, in fact it was odd to read as I have tried to put into words this same thing but never been able to. Why are you looking for people like this??

I’m not entirely sure. I’ve always been the kind of person distant to others. I just wanted to find one person, someone similar to me in a similar world to me. If I could have just one person who I could get close to, then that’s all I would need. It would be a kind of bond of a higher quality, and this person would always be there for me and me for them. You could say that it’s always been a bit of a dream for me. So, to clarify, person, not people. It’s designed to find someone special/with potential, not a category that many people would fall into.

I made this thread just to throw the idea out there, not sure if it would even get any replies, let alone actually lead to something. It’s hard to say if I even really believe it can happen. I’m a complicated and secretive person, so it was never entirely clear where or how this was meant to continue.

I said a lot of vague things in that first post. I wouldn’t be surprised if I ended up painting a picture of a type of person in a very different world to mine. In the end, I just put it out there in hopes that it would lead to “something”, even if that something isn’t what my original hopes were, or even something for me to end with.

I guess, the first question I’d have is what would you do if this were you who wrote the thread, and then saw your response? My next, is do you have someone you’re truly close to, or are you still hoping and dreaming to meet someone like I am? If you have no or little need for someone like that, then it might not be the best idea.

The next step would be to message somewhere else, like email or whatever chatting app you prefer. If you really think this is you, that is. I can’t deny that I’m very hesitant about this, as there will most likely be misunderstandings and unclear communications. Words aren’t the easiest to use, and what we say can be read very differently depending on the world of the person reading it. Let alone, the naturally lost and unclear nature we might have to begin with.

I will await your response, as you didn’t say much so I know little about you or where this should go.

Well, to answer your questions I'm not really sure what I would do if it were me who wrote the thread and got a reply. Like you I have always wanted to find someone like me who is different, but I tend to easily get scared away from talking to people, mostly because I have a hard time being close to others. As for the other question I only have one person who I would say I am close to (someone I talk to online) But I still think it'd be nice to meet someone who feels the way I do.

I think that even if we’re distant and not that person I tried to describe, for one another, we might still be a good contact to have, even if it’s only for the odd random conversation or whim. I guess, the first thing we would do is move this to a more private platform, if you were interested in chatting more. I’ll let you choose where though, as I often just make new accounts for these things anyway. And if you’re worried about privacy I can post my username and have you message me first. Unless you wanted to message more in here. I just figured it might be good to get some details like age, country, interests, etc., which we might as well keep private. Nothing too personal obviously, but more than just names like “soon” and “anonymous”.

I'd say that what soon wrote can describe more than one or two people, his post would describe me too as such. I feel like there's more to me and I find it hard to open to other people. but I think the reason for that, (to all of who that can relate to the description) is the mentality of everyone around us. What they find tolerable - we don't, what they got used to is too much for us. we all want some peace and quiet, some privacy in our lives. but we are no sociopaths so we want to have others that think alike and those who we all can share our experience with. I'd like to join in to your group if you don't mind :)

>>5 I have a Discord we could talk more on, would that work for you?

Discord works, we can even create a server if we wanted.

My username is Salmon#7715

>>6 and any others similar are welcomed to add me too

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