i cant do this anymore. theres not one thing i like about my life all i ever do are things somebody else said i have to do why do i even keep trying its not like ill suddenly start liking myself and my life and i cant change anything so why why is everyone so self-absorbed and blind to other people's problems why cant they get it in their heads that im too weak to take all the expectations why do they never listen

because all of us are egoistic. You should learn how to avoid alike situations and talk yoirself . There is no need to make them understand you.each one of us is alone .pain will make you stronger .so...you have to take it