No matter what I do I feel lonely, all the time. I have plenty of friends who love me and say it on a daily basis but I can't get over this. I'm not sure why. It's destroying me. I have no motivation ever and it is raising the toxicity at home and that's my fault. Thank you dollars for being some form of hope for me. I love you all.

take some alone time for yourself. Go on a trip alone, and if you can't, go on a walk somewhere where there are no people or meditate somewhere where there are no people. Try to feel silence and the sensation of being alone. then return to your friends and compare that feeling to how you feel with them. You'll feel better, trust me. And you'll learn to gain the most of being around people who truly love you :)

Loneliness usually comes form the side that people can't understand what you're trying to say t all :")

I feel like that sometimes with my friends ahah-
But all I cn say is that don't let it get to you. IF they wouldn't wan tot be net to you, they wouldn't be your friends a long time ago :D))

if its nt from 'understanding friendship', it's probably that you're facing depression or just the fact that you want something more than what you are getting right now :"))



but yes, take some alone time to other your thought and derive the source of the loneliness. Meditate and gather your thoughts, and ignore all th negative thoughts. you'll need a day without stuff distracting you from finding the source honestly.

if you want to ever talk to anyone, dollars is one of the best places :D)))

You should get your ass up and try to find something to do. If you can't, don't complain!