So recently I've noticed that I find comfort in wearing wolf ears and tails (others are fine too, but I prefer wolf), and it gives me more confidence in myself. Where I live though, it's not socially acceptable to wear those, and some even think of it as sexual deviance. I really don't know what to do. If I don't wear the ears and tails I end up having a small panic attack, and stutter uncontrollable when talking to others, but wearing them is not acceptable. I really don't know what to do.

so where do you come from, if there are any dollars close to you they might be able to help

I live in the US, and it's my first year as a college student. I wouldn't know how many Dollars would be close to where I am.

Try to replace "wearing the ears and tail" with some other activity that gives you peace and confidence whenever you feel nervous or anxious.