Greetings

So I'm a pansexual that is in quite the situation. No it's not dating advice, or friend drama, its actually worse. Family drama, and RELIGOUS family ;-;. So, my parents (step-dad and mom) are Jehovah's Witnesses, but they trust me a ton, so I get a lot of freedom on the internet. (Hence why I managed to get on here XD). But anyways, JW means, no magic, no holidays, no being gay, lesbian, pro LGBT, but they're not against the PEOPLE their against their actions -_-. I'm still in my teens so I can't exactly run away/move out. Another thing that makes that kinda hard is the fact that we're in the Philippines, and away from any friend I could possibly run to.

When I was younger I actually tried taking it seriously. I gave up everything that made me happy, stopped watching all the animes I loved, music I listened to, and books I read. My depression raged that year... Honestly, I don't hate the organization, I just want to get away from my parents, and want to be who I want to. Instead of comforting me when I finally spoke up about my depression, they just said that suicide is a sin. They've put me through so much, escpecially my mother, and the music, anime and youtubers I loved let me escape.

I want to cosplay, cut my hair, or maybe even transition and just be free from the restrictions. It seems like a dream to escape, and right now, that's all it is. I don't know what kind of advice you can give to me, so a simple,"Hang in there" is okay too :P.

I really wish I could give you more advice, but I truly do hope things get better for you. Just hang in there. This won't last forever. ❤❤❤